for a change..:)

on a lighter note...

just stumbled upon this one

:)
incurable means... curable from within!

wish...

NOW is the time...

and the earth says...

and while you write,
i attempt to read...
the pattern in the necklace beads,
the flow of life from root to seeds.

and while to sleep,
i try to breath...
the smell of love,
so far yet deep.

and while you talk,
i try to hear...
the sound of energy,so faint but near.

and while you laugh,
i wait to cry...
over all the years gone by.
when life and love and energy were known...
when the leaf would sit the water throne...
and the sun would make you smile not groan.

angel

we're all each other's demons and angels...

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Time will have its fancy...

tomorrow or today!

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is'nt everything we're doing...to be..tobe loved a little more..??

-all parts of this movie called 'before sunrise'

life begets smile...

I just got myself this plant to keep in my house...

and just imagining it grow day after day, the anticipation of seeing those corner buds bloom... just knowing that there's this thing silently growing, breathing, living while I do all of that in the very same space, just makes life so much fuller.

:)

Teacher teacher

Pain instructs...

I'm reading a book called 'God is dead' by Ron Currie. And today as I read it in the tube crammed between people, holding the book in one hand and the overhead support in one, I came across this phrase 'Pain instructs'. And like the very many little phrases that make you stop and think, this one did too. And it dawned how true! Pain instructs! The lessons we learn through pain are the lessons best learnt. We go out of the way to not repeat the mistake, we always always remember...

But even as efficiently as it works, its sure not the favourite way of learning. But yes, pain instructs!

its been a while...

Sometimes we don't do things we want to do so that others won't know we want to do them.
- Quote from the movie The Village

its been a while....

home...

Its strange when you live in one country, belong to another and have placement of family in a way to make things even more different.
Its strange when you have to decide what is 'home'.
Somehow the 'home is where the heart is' also does not hold good.
I've not yet changed the clock on my laptop to show me what time it is back home. I read the Indian newspaper to know how it is there. My eyes and ears always are alert to pick up something that reminds me of home.Oh that warmth, that voice , those eyes.
Everyday after work I'm super glad to get back home... I'm always looking for ways to make it complete...that little bin, that little lampshade... I'm always looking forward to get back home and chat up with flatmate, cook and eat with her. To get back home and read and sleep. ah what comfort at home...
Everyday I long to be with parents, want to go home and eat food mom cooked... help at home with the chores... hear the family fight over little things at home....
Its strange that they all make me feel at home! :)

in pursuit...

in pursuit of the perfect tattoo design...

I wonder which of the leaf or the water drop would be more divine!

the most amazing abundant things becoming rare,

does make my heart whine

addictions...

So a colleague was leaving to go back to India, and we thought we'd go sit at a coffee shop and sip on some coffee that evening just as a last evening out types. Since she and I were quite full we ordered simple ice tea, and the other two gentlemen decided to try the fancy stuff. One if them ordered a Hot Chocolate. yeah the name of the drink by itself always made me drool, and the site of this one was AWESOME. It was one big cup with this super rich chocolate drink and to just to make it even more wow, they loaded the top with whipped cream(well... need i say more). Especially in the English weather, it does not take too much to convince yourself that you need it. Anyways, cursing myself for all the crap I had stuffed into myself earlier in the evening, I told the guy who had taken it, that it sure look like a really GOOD drink!
He lightly nodded and then turned to look at his lighter and said its better with a cigarette...
and I wondered....
How and addiction can so reduce the value of an individually perfectly delightful thing!
Sigh!

underground

in the queen's land....
i miss the warm hand.

two to one and all is me

when nightmares begin to scare,
and the reassuring presence is rare.
i just close my eyes,
try and behave wise.
and then i feel the hold,
the only warmth in the cold,
which brings all back to life,
and spirits begin to rise.
thank you for being me ...
so close even when farther than what i can see.

rain come again

when the distance is lesser...
time is more....
and there is space for sweet and sour...
when its just us and the pretty blue...
and everything seems washed and new.
do come around again....
i want to again enjoy this view.

" The strangest secret in the world is that you become what you think about."

-Earl Nightingale

well.. not so well afterall

i think the Friday the 13th effect crawled in a little late this time, and it was saturday the 14th that was the 'ominous' day. the day when this brainless moron just thought his sumo was in love with my 800 and thought it would be really sweet to allow his fat car to ram into mine :( :(
though i'm letting it sound a little that way, i'm not the least bit amused. not only is there NO traffic sense in this city(Bangalore) but the whole system is SO screwed, that all you are left to feel is miserable and helpless. its SAD its really SAD that the systems around here make you repent for being where you are. the general belief in humanity and thinking that human tendency is to be helpful and caring just makes you feel like a fool. you suddenly are made to realise that you probably are among the very very few if not the only one who believes in the human conscience and the fact that people have a sense of guilt if they do something wrong.
it is just so bad that now in the middle of it i don't feel like saying anymore. i just wish that something could be done to keep that moron off the roads of the city to avoid killing and something could be done to the system to HELP instead of make a person feel miserable and helpless.

come june come...

should we have faith in june!
or not bog it down with expectations??

what is the PLAN???

so what is the plan?
what do you want from me
and what do you actually want it to be?
are you testing my patience ?
or is it all nonsense?
waiting to isolate me and then shoot me down?
or is it some other way round?
you better tell me something before its too late...
well what will i do?
don't know, but i sure wont resign to fate!

hmmmmmmm

i'm holding my breath and stepping in!
sigh!
i'll either have to be rescued or i'll learn to swim.

we'll talk about the different styles later

grab a bite...

they don't have assistants,
na they're not qualified chefs...
they don't have swanky fully equipped kitchens...
and no spic and span cutlery...
but yes... the food they serve sure tastes YUM!
just visited one of these road side thele walas...
and man! was it GOOD stuff to eat or what.
yeah i don't vouch for the hygiene but i sure do for the taste,the speed, the service and the price.
slurp!
and trust me... the road side stalls have disappointed me WAY less number of times that the posh restaurants.

things that trouble!

• jaipur bomb blast
• fudging numbers
• wait
• inefficiency
• dishonesty
• heat
• dependence
• lack of humility
• distance
• time zones
• mosquitoes
• inflexibility
• global warming

am i running out of patience, or have i run out of it already! WHOA!

(its been SUCH a pathetic day)

sad

its sad how one, just ONE instance its enough for you to loose all respect for an individual!
sad... but true.
and if its someone who you liked/thought nice of and all and all, it just is SUCH a disappointment.
sigh!

i miss

home

pangea day

if you've not been a part of this, you really have missed something.
pangea day was celebrated throughout the world on the 10th of may. it was one large global screening of these really amazing set of films, being watched by people ALL over the world at the same time.
it was one BIG audience.
i must say, it was a brilliant idea, and was really really well done.
amazing is not the word to express enough for the films that were screened. thankfully for all those who were not able to make it, the films are available online on pangeaday.org.
creativity personified.
the idea of getting the world to come together and see and feel what people in the other parts think and believe and feel, was absolutely amazing.
Do see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CMQLwhwySs

to the angel...

whatever i may do will not be enough to thank her.

WoW!!

if you've been in India a while you've sure seen kids come up to you and beg(its really really sad that they are made to do it) for money and/or food...
but today...
this kid came up, and asked for a book!

think time

walking to places you want to go,definately gives you a lot of thinking time.

silence!!! the court is in session!

last weekend was time for another play. and this time a GOOD one.

we went for this play called 'silence! the court is in session!' an english translation of an originally marathi play.

i think it was a really really well written play, and the actors enacted it really well. held our attention for the whole duration. they made us laugh, wonder, feel sad, angry all in those 2 hours.

everyone from the lead lady, to the village bumpkin, to the lawyer, to the lady who mocked, they were all perfect!

the play made me think again about how easily we form our middle class notions and even if we believe otherwise, how difficult it is to oppose them. how naturally we believe things to be good, and how easy it is to get into trouble and noone will give you the benefit of doubt.

i think we should all get to see more of these.

thanks to aayisha for getting taking us along to watch this one, and a spl thanks to Harish who was a part of this. :)

worrying me sick!

inefficient time management and global warming

power!

well the power of power was made known to us in the last 24 hrs.
us being residents of kormangla 4th block, blore. a little heavy rain last evening...am guessing caused a tree to fall and cut off the electricity of the entire area!
so no power whole of last evening, whole night and no power during the day either. luckily i was in office during the day.
while walking home from work, i saw my area dark and asked the shop keeper 'power cut today also??' he said there has been no power since yesterday!!! and there was no expecting it to be around till tomorrow morning! luckily its here and now after 24hrs and we're breathing a sigh of relief.
but 24 hrs was MORE than enough to bring life to a stand still...
there was NOTHING anyone was able to do....
we could not even sleep in peace!leave aside the fan, the mosquito repellent also works on electricity!!!!!

LOOKING FOR A SPOILER????

!!!

solitude beckons...

another kind of silence...

another kind of peace...

another kind of storm,

another kind of grief

to mr. ditcher

probably haven't spent more convincing someone!
probably noone's made us wait longer.
probably noone's been happier for us.
probably noone's made us grin wider.

when you cant sleep

so when you cant sleep what do you do?
do you blame it on the empty stomach?
or on the fuller heart?
do you blame it on the warm weather?
or on the mosquitoes that dart?
do you blame it on no company?
or on the thoughtless mind?
do you blame the book for not being boring?
or the pillow for not being the softest find?
or do you just let the excuses be?
but what the hell!!!!! the one in office tomorrow has to be ME!!!

thank you

the days when we've had a NICE meal, served to us with care and affection, i guess are the days we sleep with a smile on our face.

thanks to the SO many angels, for giving me one more day when I've slept with a smile on my face.

:)

all we want is all we'll have...

happy feet???????

two feet away from comfort,
two feet away from peace,
swell, ache, itch, pain!!!!!!
sigh!
two feet away from ease.


well the above 4 lines and piece of art are a tribute to my super painful feet(probably the most painful two feet in the world!!!!!!! )

grrrrrrrrrr

i HATE waiting!!!

plays...

theater...

to me, is creativity personified.

the art to be able to make a person sitting right in front of you see, believe and feel what you want him/her to. you have to do it right there... in flesh and blood, without the luxury of the movies where you can correct your mistakes. no technology can come to your rescue here, one moment of being out of the character, one fumble in dialogue, the link you establish with the audience is gone.

having said that...

we went for this set of two plays... Mouse and Positions at the rangashakara last Saturday.

i was not impressed.

They did play around with the lighting, and the dialogues, but there was an absolute lack of creativity. No emotions,no drama, no story.

Mouse: was a different concept so to speak, but just did not drive home a point. no ACTING... just dialogue narration.

Positions: was a combination of 6 plays(situations enacted), not interlinked. no story just situations picked up from daily life and enacted, no motive, no connection.

was quite disappointed. but then being to rangashankara, seeing it for myself how the place(a dream brought to life) has taken shape was an experience in itself.

resurrected

the smell of the first rain,

the sound of the cracking cane,

the warm bed in winter,

the feel of the mischievous whisper.

the light smile they all evoke...

the moments pass and you cant revoke.

but i want to...

i want to relive yesterday...

freeze the moment,

and recall whenever i wish i may.

may not be that simple...

but it sure is fine,

i know every bit of it was and will always be mine :)

SO not done.

trust me, haggling with auto drivers is the last thing you want to do if you are in Bangalore. and its sure going to be a nightmare if you end up in a situation when you have to do it after eight in the night.

these are the times when you SO miss a city like Bombay. where you know for sure, that the system is in place to facilitate your movement and not to take advantage of the fact that the distance you want to cover is not something you can do by yourself or don't have the time to just walk it up.

just landed in Bangalore and cant find a prepaid stand?

car's just broken down and you need to go to a place near by?

getting late to work and your bus stop is alteast 15 mins by walk?

ITS RAINING!!!????

got one extra 2 kg bag with you???

rest assured you are going to be charged 1.5 times the standard rates if not more.

and of course the icing comes if all this happens after 8 in the night. God help you if there is a combination!

:)

thought i could'nt grin wider when i was going to sleep...
but i WAS when i woke up :)

uncomfy!

the warm weather ...

and in this night of unreliable power...

i suffer with a clogged nose, sore throat, blocked ears and eyes that water.

Din!

its like a dark heavy cloud slowly descending on me...

that big heavy gray ball of cotton just coming down on me...

slowing covering me, so slow that i don't even realise i could panic, i just wait there till it overlaps me, i don't even make an attempt to run.

enveloped, I'm cold, suffocating...all i see is gray. everything's dull and gloomy. cant associate it to anything negative, cant blame anything or anyone.

then just hope its just tiredness, and that cold and sore throat taking a toll and probably its not time to frown, but just get some good sleep.

fit?

wont the theory of the survival of the fittest hold good only in the land of equal opportunity? what if you are born and brought up just to get butchered? to who is that strongest chick going to show her strength and prove that she's fit to survive, if all she's there for is be killed and become someone's meal? being leaner or fitter just does not make any difference!
or does the test of fitness hold irrespective of situation...maybe fit's not just physical fitness... should that chick have developed intellectual capability to figure that she's gonna be killed and then planned her escape! maybe ya... more so she'd survive only if she knows how in the world outside... maybe that IS the case... that's the only way species could and would EVOLVE.
thats the theory of EVOLUTION...
fit baby...NO excuses.

nazar na lage!

safed teeka!

too late hun?!?

yay!

its grinning time! :)eeeeeeee

not for no reason at all...

not that alls super cool...

its just grinning time

Delusion Angel

phew!
was just made to see this movie called "before sunrise".i knew before i watched it that it was a regular romantic movie.somehow i was kinda weary to watch it but also curious.
when someone said romantic movie... i was always reminded of "love actually" , "pretty woman" , "notting hill" and "sweet november". though they were all different they all somehow invoked a similar kinda feeling in me.
the strange "not so real", "very very sweet" kinda feeling.it was weird and somehow i don't get too excited about watching such movies.
then today i saw this movie.it was quite unreal. but there was something strange and different about it. it was just about this one day two people spend together. and other than the scenic locales(are always there in the hindi movies... but i think it would be really really close to a sin if i start comparing)...so other than the scenic locales there nothing really in the movie but pure conversations. its stunning how they manage to hold your attention. how you end up thinking, and smiling and frowning just listening to two other people talking. its not even too much action, no singing and dancing and watching some funky play or anything of the sort... its just two people walking in the streets and having a conversation.
i did not think something of this sort would ever appeal to me. but somehow its lingering. some parts which seems so normal when i saw them come back and all i can do is try to fill in some reason into my thoughts but all i do is WOW. strange that something that simple is sticking.i HAVE to mention this piece of poetry that was from it...its beautiful!
its called Delusion Angel -By David Jewell

No, no is not my favourite word!

make your wish?

when i was a little kid in school, someone sometime told me that we should cross our fingers and make a wish when we see a red mail van(wonder why the emphasis on "red", aren't they always red?). after crossing fingers and making a wish we ought not say a word and should wait for a black car to pass. on seeing a black car we could uncross our fingers and are allowed to talk. its said our wish would be granted.
as strange as the whole ritual is, i would see a red mail van and follow it religiously.i would cross all my fingers... two two pairs on each hand and make 4 wishes. :O
somehow was always in desperate need of good marks, some test or the other always being round the corner or just gotten over! or someone presentation or performance or SOMETHING was always there to wish for.
somehow ever since i started working i haven't really seen too many "red mail vans". i really don't remember seeing any in my one and a half years in Mysore and a little over one year in Bangalore.
but in the last two weeks i have seen "red mail vans" every now and then and have somehow been tempted to cross my fingers and make a wish.
maybe these times when all you can do is wait and watch and hope things turn your way, are the times when you are subconsciously on the look out for the "red mail van"...

...

travel: when?
audit: why?
calicut: kidding!
cramps: no :(!
wedding: food!
tension: little!
sorry: mom
goa: dream
march: does not seem like
appetite : lost
sweet: Jaw
sleep: needed
idle: cant stay
gotto go: NOW!

aaaarrrrgghhh!!!!!!!!

Today is SO not my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yooooooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!

went parasailing this sunday!

was quite an awesome experience.

a very simple sport,almost nothing the participant has to do other than hang onto the parachute and ENJOY!!!!!!!!!

the wind...

the height...

the view...

:) :)

which corner?

and then there are times when all you want to do is wipe away everything and start afresh...
and then there are times when all you want is icecream...
and then there are times when everything is hazey...
and then there are times when the world is beautiful...
and then there are times when everyone seems pretty...
and then there are times when everything seems like one big mess...
and then there are time when you feel its just the begining...
and then there are times when you feel its all coming to an end...
and then there are times when you when u want the noise...
and then there are times when you want to keep saying...
and then there are times when you want to just shut up.

wish me luck!

i'm all ready to ruin some GOOD paper!
sigh!

homesick

wish one could take a pill and feel ok. :(

i believe the non believers when they say dont have faith.
its a little sad to be convinced about the conviction with which they refuse the comfort.

why?

listen...
to understand
talk...
to educate
ask...
to learn
draw...
to express
watch...
to be entertained
read...
to not have to say 'i dont know'

well thats just one for each.

way to go!

headache-chumantar!

disprin...
the best pill in the world!

today was mango duet day!
yay!
slurp!
:)

when the high is actually a low,
the yes is actually a no.
when closed eyes see the most,
and everybody is a ghost.
when i turn to you to see the light,
the water there blurs the sight.
stay put or give up the fight?

passing time?

weekend...
-Dus Khaniyan
-Jo Jeeta Wohi Sikandar
-Halla Bol
-Laga Chunari Mein Daag
-Wild Hogs
-Evan Almighty
-Thank You For Smoking

:):)
one for each day of the week. he he almost.

:)

and here we go again...

knowledge sharing?

:(

i had waited FOREVER...
and its already OVER!
:(

stretch the arm...
no finger tip comes to help,
call out loud...
no head turns,
the universe is expanding,
everything and everyone is moving away.
imagination does not help anymore..
distances just keeping growing longer!

its a beautiful day...

while you were sleeping...

while you were sleeping...
there was information overload
ideas hoard...
there was brainstorming,
corporate mourning...
there was customer feedback,
and motivation lack.
utilization negative...
do you really want to give?
while you were sleeping...
the day's past, its night...
armour up soldier...
its time to fight

the most frustration, annoying, irritating... grrrrrr place to ever EVER EVER develop an itch is your heel!!!!!

how do you know that the way you doing is right?
how do you know when to give up during a fight?

In reality, there is , perhaps, no one of our natural passions so hard to subdue as Pride. Disguise it, struggle with it, beat it, stifle it, mortify it as much as one pleases, it is still alive and will every now and then peep out and show itself; you will see, perhaps, often in this history; for , even if I could conceive that I had completely overcome it, I should probably be proud of my humility.
-Benjamin Franklin

little more...

so much to do so little time.
if just a few more hours in this day of mine...
Might be enough.
fitting it all might not seem so tough.
maybe then i'll be a little more at ease...
or maybe then more will come,
maybe the desire for more will never really cease

RAINS....

not something the city of bangalore can handle...
sigh!

Identities...

was reading this article sometime last week, about a man, "Mr Thambi" a tamilian settled in one of the islands of trinidad, and thought i HAD TO mention this part of it:
"In Trinidad, Thambi Ramaswamy's grandson-in-law Ramish is a non-practising Chirstian. Ramish's sister Shakila is a practising Muslim, while his hindu daughter is married to a Muslim. However for them these distinctions do not matter; because they are all Indians."
:)

two more...

tshirts i painted
for prashant :)

in disguise...

slight drizzle in the morning...
sat in the bus and scanned the scene outside.
the overcast made it look like you were looking at everything through tinted glass.
the crowd in the street, the people the vehicles all moved through the damp surroundings trying not to let it affect their daily chores.then looked towards the sky... plain gray empty.. a complete contrast to the scene below...scanned it to check for something different from the thick gray layer of clouds...saw the sun...behind the clouds, almost looked like the moon.

missed again! :(

forgetful?
generally not...
happened for the third time!
feel more miserable than ever.
reason?
cant pick out one.
not that it was not important.
not that it meant nothing.

feeling worse than ever...
will they forgive?
i think never.

unconference

i know i'm a little late in posting this but wth, better late than never
barcamp bangalore:
i attend my first barcamp this july.
was quite taken by surprise, SO many people, so many diverse topics.
quite amazed by how good people are at what they are and how little i know even about the things i thought i knew.
was really cool how people came forward and spoke on and how much knowledge can be exchanged in so little time. though primarily it was to do with technology,collectives about photography and startups were also really really interesting(spent most of my time there)
the place to be for networking.wish i were feeling better than what i was on the second day to be able to stay there longer.

why?

its really sad when someone is not allowed to carry on with something they really really are passionate about.
worst is when the reason is something related to self that prevents you from carrying on...
have friends...
- a runner... has run many half marathons and a couple full ones. running gives him joy...unparalleled by any activity i can remember. injures back... advised by doctors not to run a couple of months.
was almost like asking him not to breath!
- a football player... not seen someone as passionate about a game as this guy. the game can take him in and out of depression.seems like anything or anyone he loves with his heart and soul even could not be anything more than a second love. knee injury... doctors say dont play... like taking a life away..
- a dancer... better than any other. dont need to elaborate the magic in dance and music do i? accident... no dancing anymore!

wonder what really goes into the making of God's master plan.
how strong really is the man?

greens...

have always noticed the different shades of green on the trees and plants.

Had once attended a talk in school when we were in the 10th std. it being our board exam year, the talk was about how we should keep a schedule and study regularly.dont rememeber most of the tips and tricks that were told to us, but for this one which is still fresh.
the lady giving the talk said, in the morning when you wake up to study, and are struggling to keep your eyes open, go out into your balcony and stare into the trees/plants:The green color has a quality that makes you feel fresh and energetic.
dont know how true it was and how much it actually works.
but i know that its the greens,the foliage, the views from hill tops showing vast forests that give me this strange feeling which definately fits into the 'fresh/energetic/positive' category. :)

ray...

brighter than sunshine...
come light up my day,
warm as home,
just that single ray...
do i just lay in your path?
or was i your destination right from the start?
with the darkness away all seems clear...
it all being a dream, an illusion is what i fear.

Addiction.....

how helpless??

everytime i go a wee bit away from my normal routes without my own means of transport,
the city makes me feel like i'm handicapped without it!

entangled..

all messed up...
nothing seemed right.
to win one,
lost every other fight.
all for one!
from what are we to run?
can take what happened last?
can really keep the fast?

back to board games :)

cool coffee shop that lets you play!
that is "blokus" there !
me wins with the read and blue....
i did loose the game before this,
but wth, end in a win!
sure was a struggle with mouleesha boy,he keeps thinking you're distracting him if you start to talk!
phew!
good fun none the less.
what say "Mr. Dileep 'i play defensive' Mouleesha"
;)
:p

till a while back i thought the vocab and language you speak could be influenced by the way people around you talk...
now i know a book can do it too :)

2 day weekend????

-after ages at mac donald's! COKE FLOAT it is!
-home made food... roommate's folks over.
-paint ball...pheW! Ouch!
-Zorbing... whoa!
-bungee jumping... whoooaaaaaaaa!!!!!
-sun burnt!...tough as it maybe to believe i CAN get redder! :p
-seeing off closest friend at work... :( :(
-11 hours sleep... after ages!!!!!!!!
-planetariam! THE place to be!
-five hours with a five year old...did not even realise how they went.
-dinner buffet at chancery...more than 10 choices for dessert!! what else can one ask for?
-miles of driving! WAH!


monday morning now..
sigh!
back to work....

all the time

The silence of a falling star
Lights up a purple sky
And as I wonder where you are
I'm so lonesome I could cry...



(unoriginal)

have been waiting for long,
forever unsure...
ignoring all,
for that one untainted and pure...
always seemed round the corner,
never came along..
should i wait a little longer?
move in the direction my feet were caught?
or stick around for my reflection to talk?

i'd rather take the trouble than bear the guilt...

sigh!

last evening got first dose of mango this season...
a fruit like non other.
courtesy, beautiful charming lady with two adorable kids in a warm house.

quietened by the enthusiam.
starved after the dessert.

the decisions you make, determine the person you are.

:p

hungry......
reading stored procedure..
tastes inner joins and where conditions..
yum!!

repeat the mistake,
give up the faith,
reinvent the belief...
who's looking for relief?
detour through the dreams,
redefine the superstition,
revise the repetition...
so when do we start the mission?

all the time??

i miss MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!

nightmares to be

i'm going to start getting nightmares about these now.

i JUST CANT get past that big red hold. ya ya its cool that i've atleast managed to reach that hold.but i just freeze there!!! tried both the approaches to get past but i just cant move once i'm there. Grrrr!!!!
so much for the wall climbing.
i'm to heavy to pull myself up!!!
someday... (hopefully soon)

the requirements gathering has gone on for ever now. all the delay when we try think of the reason, seems ok the way things are for all the stakeholders but damn does it not fizzle out all the enthu??(was there enough enthu in the first place :|)

not been to the cinema for a movie in the past month and a half! love the movies....damn wht am i doing?????

random thoughts

-jungle calling.
-cant you control.
-cant you let go?
-sleep?
-new shoes :)
-absolute vodka
-inhale the exhaust
-airbus
-leech bites
-how far is diwali!
-company:so much for eating.
-prettiest people are most lonely
-you want me to prove it to you again?
-transfered revenue
-half hour talk to dissolve 2 months of clogged thoughts.
-impossible is nothing

while commuting....

no rain, no pain...