night...

lie in bed to fall asleep,look out of the window and see the moon outside in the sky. the moon's white is the white tht you cant help smiling back at. marvel at the sight in the sky.. how pretty the moonlight can make the clouds around it look, giving them that strange blue-gray look. turn arnd and look at the room in the moonlight. all ready to let sweet slumber take over..and suddenly the room darkens.. turn to look at the moon blurred by the clouds that have moved over it.. ideally would have turned over and look arnd the room in the dimmed light and then fall asleep..but wait.. to want to see the bright white again..to want to smile at it again. now the clouds dont look that pretty.. want to push them away. to see the happy moon.. but it seems to take forever for them to move away. the overcast has caused the gloom to set in..then the mind drifts away to places it should not.. and the night passes away the way it should not.


(from old blog)