aggression

slap the kid and he's quiet.
an arm for an arm..and people avoid committing the crime.
kill innocent and people fear you, let you do what you want to.
explode a bomb or two and the city's quiet to listen to what you have to say.
hold the knife and people give their hard earned money.
torture : blood,pain and the toughest give in.
can see it work all around...
for humans,for animals,for families,for countries,for the world,in school,in college..... everywhere!
violence: An act of aggression
works..almost always, like nothing else does.


(from old blog)

get it out

get it out!
it hurts..
it bothers..
does not let me do anything..
cant ignore it,
cant forget it,
close my eyes for the little while..
hope to let it pass by to a corner..
but no!
its sticks around..
just to trouble me more!
AAAAAAAHH!
get it out of here!
this dust particle in my eye!



(from old blog)

and another one leaves

no you dont know my deep dark secrets,
never narrated to you a single heart ache.
yes all we did was laugh.
all we did was what seemed random meaningless time pass.
we were all just killing time,
or so it felt.
never thought you were really close.
but now when its come to u moving a little away,
i'm shocked its hitting this hard.

:(

how annoyed??
very!
is this disappointment?
realisation?
helplessness?
anger?
or is it anger to keep the sadness away?
stop pushing will you?
could do with a smile,
a little care
but no!
no expectations!

really?

will it be better if i just shut up?
will it be better if i just gave up?
would it make you feel better?
to not hear from me ever...
i know you need the quiet..
maybe i do too..
but what if u get used to it?
maybe you have already..



(from old blog)

MOVE IT!!

and its almost crawled up onto you...
dont you wanna run?
dont you wanna hide?
or be yourself and give it a fight?
what are you waiting for?
why are you so still?
why are you so not bothered?
what are you doing?????????????????
wake up!
do something!!!

guess the mood!!!!!!!!!!

pause

let there be no sound,
want to feel the silence...
let there be no movement,
want to feel the warmth...
lets just pause...
absorb,
enjoy..
and though i doubt it'll ever be enough,
when its close to it..
maybe we'll resume,
to wait..
wait to feel the silence again.

night...

lie in bed to fall asleep,look out of the window and see the moon outside in the sky. the moon's white is the white tht you cant help smiling back at. marvel at the sight in the sky.. how pretty the moonlight can make the clouds around it look, giving them that strange blue-gray look. turn arnd and look at the room in the moonlight. all ready to let sweet slumber take over..and suddenly the room darkens.. turn to look at the moon blurred by the clouds that have moved over it.. ideally would have turned over and look arnd the room in the dimmed light and then fall asleep..but wait.. to want to see the bright white again..to want to smile at it again. now the clouds dont look that pretty.. want to push them away. to see the happy moon.. but it seems to take forever for them to move away. the overcast has caused the gloom to set in..then the mind drifts away to places it should not.. and the night passes away the way it should not.


(from old blog)

few more....

GOD

faith,
trust,
there for the believer,
the all knowing,
the omnipresent,
the never seen,
the feared,
the worshiped,
the explanation for the unknown!
for me...
faith,
trust,
there for me,
the all knowing,
the omnipresent,
the one who takes fear away,
the one who gives an unexplained confidence,
the one who works magic,
the one who's favorite child is me,
the one who i wait for,
to set it right.....

wht?

so wht's driving you???
we wait for
the next promotion,
the next raise,
the next job,
the better next step!
traveled a bit last 2 weeks,
saw a lot of different kind of people,
doing basic jobs of selling, sweeping ,washing etc. which they might have been doing since the start, and will probably continue doing for the rest of their life.
wondered what was driving them.
how would it be to get up every morning,following the same exhausting schedule day after day,knowing that its not going to change ever!
just the need to be able to feed self and family??
wondered if it bothered them...
or had they just gone cold over the monotony?
could the monotony have driven them to insist that their children get a better life?
have they done anything to see to it that the next generation live better?
could the want for the better next generation be driving them?

(from old blog)

its beautiful

wondered...
how it would be to live the life of a snake
all the world black and white,
all around the creepy silence,
be alerted by just the sensations on the skin,
be driven by vibrations and hunger,
and live by pure instinct.

just the first condition of living in black and white hits. yes its matters.. color!
it defines the mood, the feel, the first impression.its what strikes the subconscious.
the clearness of the water,
the tinge of orange in the yellow flower,
the streak of white clouds in the blue sky,
the silver lining in the gray clouds,
the green on the cricket field,
the pink on the cheeks,
the orange sunset,
the blue sea,
the white sand...
the different wavelenghts make a difference,
and the ability to see them even more,
colors...
bring out the beauty.


(from old blog)

the first tshirt i painted (for one of my bestest friends)...
















the second one (for the same friend).....

the third (for another friend from the whole group).....