Friday, March 28, 2008

:)

thought i could'nt grin wider when i was going to sleep...
but i WAS when i woke up :)

Thursday, March 20, 2008

uncomfy!

the warm weather ...

and in this night of unreliable power...

i suffer with a clogged nose, sore throat, blocked ears and eyes that water.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Din!

its like a dark heavy cloud slowly descending on me...

that big heavy gray ball of cotton just coming down on me...

slowing covering me, so slow that i don't even realise i could panic, i just wait there till it overlaps me, i don't even make an attempt to run.

enveloped, I'm cold, suffocating...all i see is gray. everything's dull and gloomy. cant associate it to anything negative, cant blame anything or anyone.

then just hope its just tiredness, and that cold and sore throat taking a toll and probably its not time to frown, but just get some good sleep.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

fit?

wont the theory of the survival of the fittest hold good only in the land of equal opportunity? what if you are born and brought up just to get butchered? to who is that strongest chick going to show her strength and prove that she's fit to survive, if all she's there for is be killed and become someone's meal? being leaner or fitter just does not make any difference!
or does the test of fitness hold irrespective of situation...maybe fit's not just physical fitness... should that chick have developed intellectual capability to figure that she's gonna be killed and then planned her escape! maybe ya... more so she'd survive only if she knows how in the world outside... maybe that IS the case... that's the only way species could and would EVOLVE.
thats the theory of EVOLUTION...
fit baby...NO excuses.

nazar na lage!



safed teeka!

too late hun?!?

yay!

its grinning time! :)eeeeeeee

not for no reason at all...

not that alls super cool...

its just grinning time

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Delusion Angel

phew!
was just made to see this movie called "before sunrise".i knew before i watched it that it was a regular romantic movie.somehow i was kinda weary to watch it but also curious.
when someone said romantic movie... i was always reminded of "love actually" , "pretty woman" , "notting hill" and "sweet november". though they were all different they all somehow invoked a similar kinda feeling in me.
the strange "not so real", "very very sweet" kinda feeling.it was weird and somehow i don't get too excited about watching such movies.
then today i saw this movie.it was quite unreal. but there was something strange and different about it. it was just about this one day two people spend together. and other than the scenic locales(are always there in the hindi movies... but i think it would be really really close to a sin if i start comparing)...so other than the scenic locales there nothing really in the movie but pure conversations. its stunning how they manage to hold your attention. how you end up thinking, and smiling and frowning just listening to two other people talking. its not even too much action, no singing and dancing and watching some funky play or anything of the sort... its just two people walking in the streets and having a conversation.
i did not think something of this sort would ever appeal to me. but somehow its lingering. some parts which seems so normal when i saw them come back and all i can do is try to fill in some reason into my thoughts but all i do is WOW. strange that something that simple is sticking.i HAVE to mention this piece of poetry that was from it...its beautiful!
its called Delusion Angel -By David Jewell

Saturday, March 08, 2008

No, no is not my favourite word!

Thursday, March 06, 2008

make your wish?

when i was a little kid in school, someone sometime told me that we should cross our fingers and make a wish when we see a red mail van(wonder why the emphasis on "red", aren't they always red?). after crossing fingers and making a wish we ought not say a word and should wait for a black car to pass. on seeing a black car we could uncross our fingers and are allowed to talk. its said our wish would be granted.
as strange as the whole ritual is, i would see a red mail van and follow it religiously.i would cross all my fingers... two two pairs on each hand and make 4 wishes. :O
somehow was always in desperate need of good marks, some test or the other always being round the corner or just gotten over! or someone presentation or performance or SOMETHING was always there to wish for.
somehow ever since i started working i haven't really seen too many "red mail vans". i really don't remember seeing any in my one and a half years in Mysore and a little over one year in Bangalore.
but in the last two weeks i have seen "red mail vans" every now and then and have somehow been tempted to cross my fingers and make a wish.
maybe these times when all you can do is wait and watch and hope things turn your way, are the times when you are subconsciously on the look out for the "red mail van"...

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

...

travel: when?
audit: why?
calicut: kidding!
cramps: no :(!
wedding: food!
tension: little!
sorry: mom
goa: dream
march: does not seem like
appetite : lost
sweet: Jaw
sleep: needed
idle: cant stay
gotto go: NOW!