have been waiting for long,
forever unsure...
ignoring all,
for that one untainted and pure...
always seemed round the corner,
never came along..
should i wait a little longer?
move in the direction my feet were caught?
or stick around for my reflection to talk?

i'd rather take the trouble than bear the guilt...

sigh!

last evening got first dose of mango this season...
a fruit like non other.
courtesy, beautiful charming lady with two adorable kids in a warm house.

quietened by the enthusiam.
starved after the dessert.

the decisions you make, determine the person you are.

:p

hungry......
reading stored procedure..
tastes inner joins and where conditions..
yum!!

repeat the mistake,
give up the faith,
reinvent the belief...
who's looking for relief?
detour through the dreams,
redefine the superstition,
revise the repetition...
so when do we start the mission?

all the time??

i miss MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!

nightmares to be

i'm going to start getting nightmares about these now.

i JUST CANT get past that big red hold. ya ya its cool that i've atleast managed to reach that hold.but i just freeze there!!! tried both the approaches to get past but i just cant move once i'm there. Grrrr!!!!
so much for the wall climbing.
i'm to heavy to pull myself up!!!
someday... (hopefully soon)

the requirements gathering has gone on for ever now. all the delay when we try think of the reason, seems ok the way things are for all the stakeholders but damn does it not fizzle out all the enthu??(was there enough enthu in the first place :|)

not been to the cinema for a movie in the past month and a half! love the movies....damn wht am i doing?????

random thoughts

-jungle calling.
-cant you control.
-cant you let go?
-sleep?
-new shoes :)
-absolute vodka
-inhale the exhaust
-airbus
-leech bites
-how far is diwali!
-company:so much for eating.
-prettiest people are most lonely
-you want me to prove it to you again?
-transfered revenue
-half hour talk to dissolve 2 months of clogged thoughts.
-impossible is nothing

while commuting....

no rain, no pain...

one life, do more.....

(unoriginal)

???

can feel a hollow,
you just make a sound,
and she'll follow.
gives in to not see you frown,
to get anointed with the princess crown.
get followed by the shadow,
as the path gets so narrow.
its catching up on her heal,
tough to narrate how she feels.
with every passing moment,
is it the right way it should've been spent?

response

somebody help!
she's in pain,
so what if you cant hear her complain?
cant you see it in those eyes?
that they were not too wise,
followed a stranger's stare,
thinking it was genuine care.
now as they look up in despair,
please ignore the clothes and the hair.

when was the last time i was moved?
or not paying attention to myself brood?
honestly speaking i hear the cry loud,
be it me alone or in the middle of the crowd.
then in the night get home and think,
how can i let myself sleep even a wink?

its the larger thing you target,
there is a root to everything dont you forget.
no cry forgotten,
none in the back of the mind rotten!
sooner or later it'll materialise,
and then will come the things that are larger than life

remember

-always cut toe nails before trekking.
-climb down is not always simpler than climbing up.
-u ain't there untill u are there...
-there is only one way to find out if u can do it...
-its all in the mind!
-you dont know what you are missing unless you've seen it.
-false summits make reaching the summit the most satisfying feeling.
-self is the toughest one to convince, if i can take the fact that i've given up, its not me!
-you dont the magic of the smaller half steps.
-WATER: the best thing on the planet!




learnt, post waynad trek :)
31st march - 1st april 2007

lost?

walked straight into the high,
yes no alcohol the day was dry!
when logic and reason seem to die,
cant dare to shut the eye!
there never seems enough time,
to stop and say its not mine.
caught the rainbow in a drop,
imagined the run,skip and hop.
finally there's music for the soul,
the desert rose in full bloom stands there all alone!

waiting in a lie..
waiting for hope to die.
and when its gone,
maybe i'll still wonder what when wrong.
with every push moves closer to the edge of the rack,
once off the limit, sorry never coming back.

happy birthday!

prashant and anu went up the hill,

reached the top?

hah! they never will!

pail of water?

they'd rather have a quarter!

who fell down?

and where's the crown!?

twist in the tale! ;)

cut the cake,

its party time forever after!!!!!

:p:p

to the first guy i've know,

with whom i've played and grown...

to the softest heart,

which melts even before my tears start...

to the brightest eyes,

which have hidden my countless lies...

to the bestest brother,

i'd give up the world for none other...

cheers!

happy birthday!

have been doing lots of things off late.
have'nt had a free weekend since the new year!have something lined up almost all the time, not that i mind it...
maybe thats the way i like it,
maybe i make it a point that it is like that.
sitting idle is somthing i can't take, i think so ;).

energy!
running out of it i think.....
dont seem to have enough sleep!
so dead by the end of the day.
with all the fun stuff that is being done.... there are chores that are to be done too....

long for warmth in this heat,
for food after a meal..
for sleep after waking up...
well!
homesick! :(

HOLI HAI!!!!!!!!!!!

colors!

in celebration,

of the not known,

day of birth,

a day late

the routine,
the regularity,
the faith,
and the belief.
wish for disciplined existence.
maybe not strong enough,
maybe just right to make us tough.