exists?

Its been so long since I got here, I almost forgot it even Exists :)!

Just read through a few of the things I had written what seems like ages back, and find it SO hard to recall my state of mind. Its such a mixed feeling, I'm laughing that I did write all that I did, feel bad that I did not continue and feel lost if I want to restart with some things more sensible or just be lazy or just be indifferent and try do the 100-1000 things that await my attention.

While I think, or wrap my head around what really is to be done here, all I can think of is, I SO DONT LIKE THIS FONT! Lets see what options I have to change...

Well, 'change' hidden meaning? Atleast the face of this space?

:)

just one...

it just takes one...

for the balance to tip!

:(

i SO don't believe this is happening!

timebound

dont want no flower no fern!
just waiting for the return...
what to do with with all the space, the ownership,the might,
when there's noone to fight?
another day how?
get back here now now now!!

........
what time, situations and states of mind make you do!

yabadidooo

yawn!

soon its going to be dawn...

why the time flies,

and the things-to-do never dies!

how my vacation is over,

and we're all still sober!

what have i to complain...

that's only the job of the sane!

:@

crap!
have been SO angry in a long time!
Its really bad when ppl you kinda are fond of disaapoint you!
anyways...
me thinks its time to try something effective, maybe coke float needs a try...

ON!

Our 3 year old nephew, Sharan, here in Bangalore seems to have this affinity to bulbs and switches and other not too simple things other 3 year olds seems to not even know exist.

And in this whole pursuit to test them all and confirm their existence, he seems to have found a (virtual) switch for ME!

So now I randomly keep getting turned ON and OFF at absolutely any point in time! Sometimes at such speeds that my brain looses track and just freezes...

so...

I thought while he's away to let me type for a bit, I should let the "switching-state" spirit stay and turn this space ON.

:)

same time.. same day...

I seem to be playing this game a little too often now a days(months)...
well but then it is like this!
This time next week I'll be.... FLYING!
So much...
nervous jitters,
excitement shivers...
its been happening week after week... Whoa!
Guess this is how it feels to be on a daily/weekly(some weird frequency) game show!
Where at the end the host says... same time, same day, next week!
and one just sits there batting eyelids and taking deep breaths in anticipated excitement!